Chronicles of Covid - Chapter 4

"Man’s will and God’s grace will rise and fall together.”
​Evelyn Underhilll

Dear Friends,

For those that know me personally you must be aware of a yearly event.  I must confess I have a yearly fall or I choose to say a “trip”.  Yet, I was made aware that with a trip you don’t necessarily go down to the ground. So, it is a fall. 
This past year, the fall wasn’t limited to one time but twice.  I wouldn’t necessarily confess these incidences and, unfortunately, there were witnesses. 

• Fall #1 - I was working out with my FITZONE friends at the park when suddenly my foot stumbled over the curb and there I went - at least I knew to tuck and roll.  I was told that it resembled a gymnastic move - until Chelsea started laughing out loud and there went my pride

• Fall #2 – I was delivering Christmas plants to a few of City Impact’s partners at Ventura’s County Government Center. I picked up two plants & my grand fur baby and proceeded to venture across the parking lot. It did cross my mind, “Louie, please don’t tangle up your leash” – the next thing I knew the plants flew out of my arms and sprawled across the parking lot.  By the time I landed potting soil was all over my face (which I didn’t realize until I returned home) and Louie was sitting on my chest. My next thought was I hope no one saw me when this kind gardener asked, “Are you ok?  Can I help you?” Then he proceeded to pick up the bits of succulents and scooped up the potting soil.

Last week, I have found myself pondering over the past ten months.  All the rises and falls, physically, emotionally, spiritually.  COVID has played havoc on our well-being and our sense of peace and security.  As I have talked with our staff they shared the struggles that our children, youth and families have experienced.  Depression has set in, anger has penetrated hearts, a surge in alcohol and substance abuse; basically hope has dwindled.  Falls are happening more frequently but we are not getting up.

As we entered 2021 chaos ensued – Oh Lord, helps us.  We need you so we can help others.  I am a woman of faith – and I do believe God will be ever present.  Yes, we will experience falls but with God’s grace we will rise again.  Thank you for your continued love, faithful support and prayers.

​In His grace,
Betty Alvarez Ham
President